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# torn
- URL: https://raduhek.ro/torn/
- Published: 2020-06-30T14:53:00.000Z
- Updated: 2026-09-01T09:12:13.000Z
- Author: Radu Cruceru
- Tags: poetry

Although it's safe for me to say I fade away  
The darkest corner hides my face and it's impossible to play,  
But I still struggle and I stay  
To play the game I came to play.  
  
It's not because I can't admit  
From time to time I get defeat,  
But it's because I wasn't hit  
So hard to say that I'm defeat.  
  
Now I may be completely wrong  
In what regards how to stay strong,  
But I am here, writing this song,  
That means for me that I am strong.  
  
I made myself perfectly clear  
Nothing out there inspires me fear,  
But the fact that she's not here,  
That made me taste a bit of fear.  
  
She sometimes dances with another  
He's not her father or her brother,  
But they have something one for each other,  
Sometimes I wish he was her brother.  
  
I am undoubtedly retarded  
For I have left our apartment,  
But I'll be back, don't get departed  
I will come back in our apartment.  
  
Now, we may always be apart  
And you'll be always in my heart,  
But until then I'll always start  
A conversation with a fart.